Playing with Tickers

Well I made it another day. Still prego this may 8th. It was a little hit an miss there on Wednesday. I had a ton of contractions and they got more and more regular, but then they settled down again. whew. Just have to make it until next wednesday. 5 more nights and I won’t be headed back to Kamloops. The following wednesday and I’ll be considered term! Wow this is coming fast…AND really slow. My days seem to take forever. I feel like a teenager again with all this interwebs surfable time. I even stated playing with tickers. you know, those lame countdown widgetey things. I’m not sure If I can get any to work on here, but I’ll try. I think I’ll try and scan my last ultrasound today too. I found the scanner. 

Well actually Cara found the scanner. I was in serious “NEED TO NEST” mode yesterday, but after a couple of minutes of just stacking dishes, I was done. So then I had this BRILLIANT idea. I asked Cara (the girl who lives with us) if she would help me do laundry. I can sit and fold, but I cant run the dumb stuff up and down the stairs or swap it or even pick it up.  So Cara went great guns doing laundry. Then she made the mistake of saying she had nothing to do for the day so “If you need help with anything else that would be fine”. Thats like telling me you are bored. I can always find something for bored people to do. So we started in the kitchen, which still had stuff from Emily’s party in it. Then we cleaned the whole office. I was trying to figure out why it was such a dive with cardboard boxes(bain of my existance) everywhere. Thats when I remembered that a couple days after we moved here I went into labour at 22 weeks. I’m still thanking the Lord that it stopped. This baby is such a miracle baby. Anyways. for the record. I didn’t clean the whole office, but I was like a conductor for a cleaning orchestra. I sat and directed or sorted misc crap on my desk. The whole thing looks so great. I found all kinds of stuff that was missing, and some that should have stayed missing like a tupperware full of spaghetti from who knows when. In the midst, the scanner was discovered! It was so great to get some nesting out of my system without putting myself into arly labour AGAIN! 

I have had to learn to resist the urge to clean the floors with a scrub brush or Mr. Clean eraser. It hasn’t been easy. I seem to notice ALL dirt and need to clean it. For those of you who know me even a little bit, you’ll know that this is not the norm for me. Right before I went into labour with Emily(early) I cleaned the floors with a scrub brush. Not that it helped because the floors in our old house were terrible. Then at 22 weeks in this pregnancy I found myself getting rid of scuffs and misc on the floors in our new house. Whats wrong with me. at least now I see the pattern. Last weeks early labor was not onset by floor scrubbing, however, this one was a mystery. They say the main causes of early labour are dehydration, infection, and stress. I had finnished my finals, been taking my vitamins, and stopped drinking anything but water…I was laying on the couch alot reading books because I seemed to have misplace my ankles and I was told that was the best way to find them again. So I really don’t know what the dealio is. I’ve read about an irritable uterus, and thats the olny thing that seems to make sense as far as why this keeps happening. It isnt any of the big obvious things. ok enough prego, bed rest, misc uterus discussion. 

Obviously, I’ve gotten up to early today and have way to much time on my hands. I’m actually blogedy bloging today. For some reason, Emily was the only punk in Sunday school last week. Normally there are tons of lil monkeys down there. So Teacher Karen had lil miss sunshine with a dash of lightning to herself. This is the report I heard regarding this exchange. 

TK: “Emily, how do you know Jesus is real”

EM: “Thats Silly Teacher Karen. Jesus is Real”

TK: “but how do you know he’s real?”

EM: “Cause he’s family Teacher Karen” *insert a hint of 3 year old patronization here)

That’s my girl. I end up 50/50 thinking she has the worlds largest chunk of faith or else the worlds largest imagination. Yesterday I was seated at my couch post. Probably twittering or something. I hear Emily going out onto the deck. “Hey Jesus, do you want to come outside onto the deck with me?”. Then in a deeper voice. “Yes, Emily I love to go outside with you.” Right off the bat I think wow my kid is so spiritual. She really gets this personal relationship with Jesus thing. But then reality hits and I realize, that she’s still playing with Morgan’s Jesus figurine. We are going to have to take that away before something really sacreligious happens.

The other side of that is a little girl who really does have big faith. My back is really sore these days and I must be complainging about it a fair bit because Emily comes up to me, puts her hand on my back, scrunches up her eyes, and prays for my back to feel better. When she’s done praying she pats my back and says “there, does that feel better now.” Just like that, she trusts God enough to answer her prayers. Right away I end up wanting to say something that will encourage her, but not lie to her if it doesn’t feel better, but the awesome thing is that usually is does feel a whole lot better.

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Belly Painting

May 6th and still prego. 35 weeks today. Gotta make it at least another week.

I let Emily paint my belly last night. We had a big family night so that she might feel some semblance of normalacy. If you can call it that in our family. We still had to accomodate for bed rest, but we made the best of it. It was the first time we’ve ever let Emily watch a regular rated G movie without previewing it first. We rented the tale of Despereaux. It was cute, but since we only say about 50% of it I can fairly rate it. We had to fast forward a great deal of it to accomodate for the “rats are scary mommy” kid. I don’t think we’ll do that again for a while.

So then I found some clothes that were relatively ok to get paint on and let Emily strip down all nakey norkers. We put out a table cloth on the floor and some finger paints. I told Emily that she could paint the baby. In hindsight, I hope she doesnt remember that it was ok to paint the baby one day. It could set a bad precedent for future sibling relationships.

It always takes Em a while to get into finger painting. She always starts out with the tip of one finger in the paint. As if she is afraid of being dirty. When she plays outside she comes back in looking like a bush child. Then slowly she gets more comfortable with the paint on her hands. Then seconds later she’d like to stick her face in it and roll around in it. Shes happier than a pig in mud. She even makes sound effects. Oh that sound effects were easily transfered into type. I think it’d make my blog so much more dynamic.

sm-belly-1Pre-paintingsm-belly-2The cautious paintersm-belly-3Hand printssm-belly-41I can paint my baby too!sm-belly-5Big Bellysm-belly-61Kinda looks like someone gutted me. War wound.

My story

I think it’s time to tell my story. Its been a long week. I should have seen the signs, but I was too busy scrubbing the floor with a Mr. Clean eraser. I should have seen the signs but I was too busy unpaking my house. I should have seen the signs but I was too busy writing 2 huge papers and attempting to parent a 2 year old. I should have seen the signs. I might have got a bit too busy and stressy and, as it turns out, dehydrated. So that’s why I went into labour on Saturday. Or so they think. Stress, dehydration, oh and my cold too. This would not be such a bad thing at 39 weeks, 38 weeks or even like with Emily at 36 weeks(not that I want to do that again), but this is a BIG problem at 22 weeks and 4 days. So after feeling some freakishley evil contractions(product of the fall!) I got sent to Williams Lake by ambulance. Woo Hoo. Another ambulance ride through contractions. Awesome.*insert sarcasm*

In WL, the puddle, laketown, I spent the next 3 nights and 3 days laying as still as possible, slightly drugged and bored! But the contractions eventually stopped after about 17 hours and I got to lay there some more. Which is what I’m doing right now. Awkwardly trying to type on the laptop while laying down. I digress. On Tuesday I got to come home after copious amounts of ultrasounds, “exams”, blood tests, needles!, and NASTY hospital food.

So anyways. Baby and I are home and fine. Baby is still kicking it amniotic style instead of 1/2 pound stick of butter in an incubator for the next year style. I’m not even on Strict bed rest, so that’s great. I had one contraction since I got home, so Morgan has instituted bed rest for at least the next week. As if I’m not bored already.

I’m really thankful for all the company and meals people keep dropping off. It makes things alot easier for us right now. I just don’t have the energy to cook up a storm right now. Morgan cooks fantastic, but Emily is keeping him so busy that the extra freezer food make life a tad smoother. I don’t even think I have enough time on bed rest to tell you all about my crazy almost 3 year old.

Well that’s about all I have to say for now. I’m going to uh lay here. ok blog you later.